Headache...end of the year sickness....sighh..

At the wake of morning, been sneezing the whole freaking day~!! No idea what's wrong with me just yet. Hope I'm not coming down with a flu or anything. Maybe the radiation is getting to me. Yea, been bugged to get insurance already. Let's see...anyhow also, I have to allocate a certain budget for that for the coming years...it's a 20-year thingy...so thinking hard and thinking far. Still wondering where I'll be 6 months from now. Been talking to me colleague bout life after the project ends...where do we get our extra income? Living off from our basic is just sad...coz in the end of the day, there's really nothing much left of it.

And it's coming to the end of the year already. No...don't think I'm gonna get any bonus, don't think I'll get my OT allowance too. So not that looking forward on that part. Am looking forward for the training though. AND for that, I think I'd need to read up on a lot of stuff...which I havent been doing. Gosh, I wanna relax and not think bout anything now. Headache comes when I think of things, my brain refuse to work well with body today. Darn, think symptoms are getting more REAL!!!!! Not good...not good at all.

Brain really wants to shut down...still thinking how to get myself home later. Can't think..will blog another time.

A blog frm Muar

This is so cool~! I guess this is the only blog I get to do frm outstation with my laptop and with a broadband line. Download speed is exhilaratingly quick~!(ok..i'm not sure that phrase actually is usable or not) Up to 1Mbps. It's the first time I see my DU meter readings reaching such high figure~! I wonder if any of my files would actually finish downloading before going back up to my room. Being a hotel that offers broadband, kinda cool already, I don't mind the room being old and dimensionally wrong. The shape of the room is just wrong.....

Been sometime since I wrote, the latest update. I'M GOING CHINA. Oh yea...there's this 3G training over there at the end of the year. It's freeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzziiiiiiiingggg there...and I'm going there...my goodness, still thinking how to last in the cold cold place. Will be spending my Christmas and New Year there this year. Kinda exciting. First time on a flight, first time out to such a far place,first time in 4 seasoned country...first time for a lot of stuff. Excited~! But before that, there's like so many things to do, I don't know where to start. First off, I need to get my winter clothings...I wished my company had allowance for that. I havent gotten my credit card yet...sigh...been a longgggg wait for that too. Thank goodness that boss stood up for me today and questioned the HR fella bout it. Hahaha...oh yea...the advantages of being the only female engineer...Last week was back in office, met up with another boss and CTO. Looks like all of them know me....surprise surprise. Limelight is good for somethings and it's not always good. Might hurt me in the future too if I slack.

Hmm..other updates include of me meeting up with my ex-housemate, Siew Theng when she was here to watch Snow Wolf Lake. After a while of not meeting everyone, everyone still looks the same. That was what she said...truthfully, it's only half a year since we've graduated, don't think there's much changes with anyone just yet. Too early to tell. And besides that, life's just as boring as it was the last time I wrote. Hmm...thinking back..not really. The job part is getting interesting I guess...the other day we get to enter one of the cabin...get to know more of what exactly I'm doing...which is a new thing for me. That day it took us 5 hours to troubleshoot the site, which in the end of the day, my project manager settled it. We just had a rough idea what the problem was and how to overcome it. But the journey there was an eye-opener to a lot of stuff, mostly it's information given by our project manager regarding stuff that I should know. Ok..shall not dwell into it already. Getting late...going back up to sleep. Woohoo..and one of my cartoons are done downloading...Not bad, not bad at all~!!

Confession of a 23 year old...

I was out with my friends for supper late last nite...well...erm...it's already morning since I went out at about 1AM. Obiously parents are freaking out about it already. Will get to hear some naggings later today. How'd I know?No idea why I woke up in the mid morning just to hear bout their conversation bout me. Okay...they sounded disappointed and worried I guess. To them, what's happening to our daughter recently? To me, GOSH, how I missed my uni life!

One of the guys that I was out with was saying how happy we all were back then...sighh. I know~! So am I happy now? That's a tough one to answer. I'm happy with the job for now, happy that I don't get to stay in most of the time...I'm happy at home most of the time I guess, it would help if my parents were to treat me as an adult and let me handle my life. The part bout restricting where I go and all that, starting to feel the breach in my privacy, but with them, there is no privacy. They are still running through my mails. Sometimes I think I should just shift out...just to runaway from all that. I'm not a regular party goer or anything of that sort, but once in a while I would love to be free to do that. Going for drinks after work, meeting new people...yea,I'm suppose to go find a bf and since my mother don't like me going out and all, I find that an impossible task. And she goes around telling my relatives that no guys likes/wants me and she's still asking me to find a bf...I find my parents are SUPERBLY hard to please. I know the next move is to confront them and tell them what I feel, but that would just make matters worst. Coz knowing my parents, the next thing that comes to mind is who is our daugther mixing with?Getting these ideas that she's big enough to control her own life and daring enough to tell us that. I'm at this point, where I think I still can take it...just that don't know how long....GOSH....I still get phone calls everyday~!Why???? My attitude was that bad that I need monitoring EVERYDAY??? I'm serious bout my work and having the need to travel outstation a lot, I'd take extra care of myself. Why doesn't my parents have that trust in me??This is so frustrating most of the time. I'd blog bout the same old thing like so many times...and as long as I'm under this roof, I'd be in the situation till a very long time. Can't wait till my sis-in-law delivers her baby...yea,my parents would be in Singapore then. My mom would be there for a month. Dad will still be around I guess, probably travelling to and fro from Singapore-Klang. Something to look forward to. Sigh...what a way to start of my Sunday morning...SAD.

Birthday celebration was great~!

So so ...it's like a few days after my birthday. Didn't have the time to blog about it, when I thought I had the time, work came along, then my regular dose of sitcoms and reality shows kicked in, so it got delayed.

This year...something different. My first birthday after graduation. It was really nice for my group of friends to remember and celebrated it the day before in Pyramid. It's like the venue for the 23rd birthday : Sunway Pyramid. Sunday lunch was there so were Monday lunch and dinner. Sunday lunch was with my uni friends in Kim Gary. Monday was lunch with my colleagues and dinner was with a good friend. I missed the gathering on Tuesday though, coz of WORK~! I had to miss my own birthday celebration coz of work..this is sooooo sad. But then again, can't help it. Suddenly needed to go Terengganu. Didn't expect the gifts either. It was nice. I'm putting in some pics.

My cake with uni friends. A very nice one, with peach in it.

Me with my cake.

Gonna be this 2 pics for now. Having some problems uploading for the time being. And...my blog has changed face again.... something went wrong with my previous template..too lazy to look for the code to correct. So changed it. :P

It's my Birthday~!

Turning older today...feels good to know that my friends rememberd it. Been getting sms-es since morning..which is kinda nice. :) Wouldn't expect many to remember though. It's gonna be a luncheon with colleagues and dinner with friend today. Yesterday was with my group of close friends back in uni. Really nice to meet up with them after a few months. Too bad some of them are not around, like Siew Theng in Penang, Zheng...lost in some other part of the world :P, Wai Ling being busy with her music classes...hmmm...i wonder why Tio din show up though.

Was a short break...it was long...but it felt like so short. Went PD and back. Nothing much on this time when we went. Staying indoors most of the time. Don't have pics to upload though since most of the pics taken not from my camera. Will get to upload once I get more pics. :) So that would be all for this time..detecting difficulties to type with my backspace key giving me problems. Sighh....

It's been a year~~!

Oh yea..it's a year since I started the blog, not exactly, it's a year and 10 days. :P I admit,, I don't update it much till...recently. Why is that eh? After uni life, it's working life and big part of my time is put in there already. I can officially announce, I'M OVERWORKED and UNDERPAID~! But who cares? It's this world where you can't complain bout it much, if you don't want to work, no problem, the company could find many more in the line to replace you. Yea, life's sad when it comes to the part where I work my weekends and don't get paid for it~!
Unfairness....and I still don't understand why my company is still appealing to the rest of my colleagues.

Oh well...it's a long holiday, considering that I took my unpaid leave tmr. Yea, kinda stupid to do it when I seriously have no where to go and nothing to do tmr. But the thought of going to office and work alone, kinda bores me there...and the latest news was the project will end by year end. That means it's no more Sunway office for me? Seriously, I'm damn blur bout it...Will need to send in an email to ask. But I like what I've been through the past 3 months +, coming into my 4th months at work. Don't really know how to do a lot...since I think I'd been going on and on with the same test and procedures, that I don't think there's something new unless problem occurs. I kinda looked forward for an outing with any senior engineers. I want to learn as much as I can from them before it all ends...but possibility of that is kinda low. Haha..and not to mention, the recent SMS bout me being involve in the affair thingy. If it comes out real from any of the wives of the senior engineers...I'm gonna just make the situation worst if there's an outing after all. Sigh..that SMS still bothers me...

Anyway, Deepavali day. Went visiting to an old friend's place in Shah Alam. Was nice to meet up with a couple of friends to catch up. It's always interesting to get together and find out what's going on with who. I just recently know that one of my friend is training to be a pilot, another opened a computer shop and another opened a tuition centre. Yea, got to pay them all a visit someday. Alrite..it's time to go meet old friends. Should end here for now.